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P.U.S.H Concert

1 word. Awesomeness. It was an amazing night.. But sadly only a few people from dj came.. It was held at the Subang University College yesterday night. Brandon, Han Jiang, Xiaoyan, Tze kwang and his sis were there. The band playing there was so cool man!! Hahaha. Not really much to say, but I got some pics though.. XD

Xiaoyan.. XD

Us.. Woots!!

Xiaoyan and Tze Lin

Me and her again!! So cacat cuz I took the photo. XP

Transformers 2

TRANSFORMERS 2 ROCKSS!!!

Went to watch transformers with my friends yesterday at 1u.. It was Azreena's bday so we were there to celebrate her bday. Damn that show is awesome!! I wanna go watch again. Hahaha.. Anyone going, please invite me k???

Anyway, this was what we did while we were there..

I reached 1u with my bro at 12.30.. We quickly rushed to buy Azreena's bday present cuz we thought she was already there. So while I was buying the present.. Weng Yan called and said he wanna share present. So ok la. All 3 of us share 1 gift. Swt man..

Then Xiaoyan called.. While talking to her and trying to find Weng Yan in F.O.S, I bumped into Yue Teng. And I took a few seconds before I realised I bumped into her. hahahaha. After we met up with W.Y, we went to CHILLIS.. hahahaha. But!!! We had to wait for like 15 minutes cuz no place to sit. So ok la, we went walking around. Then we passed Addidas and Nike.. My bro wanted a bottle, so he bought this quite tiny looking bottle from Addidas that costs like 25 bucks. I also wanted to buy another bottle cuz I lost mine, but I wanted the Nike wann. The old spraying wan. Sobsob. But they no stock liao. So ok la, forget about it. Continued our journey walking with no place in mind, then walked back.. Hahahaha. We reached the restaurant, sat down.. And I took some pics of the girls but malas wanna post cuz only got 2 or 3. Weng Yan and my bro too shy. Hahaha.

Then..... Azreena came!!! Hahaha.. Started ordering asap. Hahahaha. While waiting for the food to come, W.Y was playing with the knives.. =.= It's so dangerous. But it seems to amuse him. hahaha. Ok. After eating, we went up to the cinema and we were right on time. Hahaha. XD

When the show finished, my ass was numb. Hahaha. Btw, I hope the person sitting next to me wasnt bothered by me using my hp.. XDDD That show was worth it man. Worth getting ur ass numbed for. hahaha. So we started walking around again, this time looking for Xiaoyan's earrings. But instead, we went to dreamworld 1st. Hahaha. Its interestingg. Although everything was written in like japanese or something. Hahaha. Took damn alot of pics. XP

Once we were done, we went looking for the earringss. Hahaha. Went into so many shops till we found one 3 for 10 shop. XD I hope I chosed some nice ones for Xiaoyan though. Hahaha

Then we went back to Addidas again. Cuz yeah, someone said Extreme got sell nike bottles wan. But when we were there, got nothing wan. Hahahaha. So yeah, I bought this ok ok bottle which is a bit bigger than my bro's wan but same price. Hahaha.

That's mostly everything we did during that awesome day. Happy bday again Azreena!! Hope you had funn..

Picss

Can you see that?? He won. Hahaha. Amazingg

Weng Yan playing Sudden Attack. hahaha.

Can you see me?? Hehe

I think Haris was dancing after beating Jaspreet. XD

Douche bag and Jaspreet playing Wii. Hahaha

The gay bastard!! XP

What is Alicia looking at?? Hahaha. Tsk tsk tsk. Never pose for camera.

Azreena looking so boredd. Maybe cuz Yue Teng was boring??? XD

Smilessssss..

Yue Teng, Alicia and Azreena

Blue:Yue Teng Red:Azreena Orange:Me!!

Me and the girls

Hangout at my house

Today was funnnnnn!!! Hahaha. I had Jaspreet, Weng Yan, Haris, Azreena, Yue Teng and Alicia over to my house today.. Lets see what I did today.

Weng Yan reached my house at around 10. Yeah, damn early. Actually he was the earliest. The rest came around 12 or 1. Hahaha. We planned to go out for bah kut teh for lunch. But since my grandmother and mum were still busy dressing up, I took him up to the computer room and we played SUDDEN ATTACK!!!! Hahaha. He was surprisingly damn pro for a person who never played before. By the way, thanks again weng yan for the VERY-belated present. Hahaha.

After a few games, my family got in the car and started shouting and calling us down. So we quickly rushed down and we began our journey. We took almost an hour drive to that restaurant. No doubt it was boring in the car cuz everyone was silent but luckily for me, I was listening to music.

The moment we reached, we ordered our food and then!!! I sms-ed cherish to disturb Weng Yan by telling her he still likes her. Hahaha. *Cant tell you any more than that*.. hahaha. The food there was absolutely delicious. Hahaha. After eating, we got back in the car and this time, it wasnt so boring anymore. There was laughter, well mostly from Weng Yan and my bro cuz they were trying to snatch my hp away. Then I smsed Yue Teng and Haris to ask them to come now..

We reached the house, and a few moments later, Yue Teng arrived. During that time, I was trashing Weng Yan in pool. Hahaha. You should've seen it man.. Total ownage. Hahaha. Then Yue Teng joined the game. 2 vs 1.. Certainly I was the one who solo-ed. Hehe. And well yeah, in the middle of the game, Haris came and while I was greeting him, Yue Teng and Weng Yan pushed all their balls into the holes. Hahaha. Seeming as if they won. XP

So this time, we played again with Yue Teng on my side and Haris with Weng Yan. WE totally owned them. Hahaha. I shot 5 balls in, in a row!! Including an AWESOME jump shot. Hahaha. Then, we went out to play basketball.. Man, it was tiring. Haha. Considering Haris(the tall bastard) playing with Weng Yan. It was so tiring to get the ball from them. Hahaha.

Then while playing, Azreena came!! Hahaha. She came in and joined us playing basketball. Boy, we sweated like hell.. Especially Weng Yan. Hahaha. He was like a monkey.. Jumping up and down. So we stopped, and they went to the pool room again. This time they didnt let me play.. =.= Hahaha. And I had to go up and down to get drinks for everyone. Luckily Azreena and Alicia helped me. Or else I'll die standing man..

After playing, they went all the way up to the dance room. Me and Haris played pokemon cards while the rest were playing Wii. Hahaha. I owned Haris like mad man.. Then after playing a few rounds with him.. We went back down again to play basketball cuz Jaspreet came. Hahaha. Man that guy is violent. So scary playing with him. Like before, everyone was tired and soon went back up to the dance room again. This time the girls went down to the karaoke room, Weng Yan and my bro went to the computer room, and Haris and Jaspreet stayed at the dance room to play Wii. Hahaha. And I was so bored so I went taking pics of everyone. Hahaha. Plus I had to check up on everyone every once and awhile to make sure everything's ok. Imagine going up and down SO many times.

Then, I went down to the karaoke room and the 'suasana' there was crazy man. Especially cuz of Yue Teng. Hahaha. And the worst part was, I can never escape. Hahaha. The girls were like pulling me and blocking the door so I was stuck. Hahaha. They forced me to sing 'Breaking free' with Yue Teng and I didnt. So yeah, she emo-ed. Hahaha. The only way out of there was to sing a song with her. sobs. So I sang 'bye bye bye' with her. XP And I suck like crap man. Hahaha.. And of course, took some picsss. Hahaha.. (pics in the next post)

Is there another meaning underneath every word?

If you love someone, would you hurt them?
Even if they hurt you so badly, would you have the heart to take revenge?
Would you rather stand the pain eventhough its hurting you so much?
If you cared, could you still sleep at night knowing you hurt them?

I guess love isn't something fun. It's something amazing only when you look at it every point of view. Love hurts so bad. Yet everyone still wants them. The feeling that you like someone will definetely bring you someday to 'love'.. But you can never stop. You can't stop liking a person. Its so weird. Eventhough you know the consequences, you still take that jump.

To her:
I don't know what's wrong, why you're treating me this way.. We fought and eventually we got back but, why does it seem like you never came back? Like you're still avoiding me. I'm 110% sure this time I didn't do anything wrong. I never did anything to hurt you. So why are you hurting me? Why are you still being that way? Shouldn't it be over by now? The holidays ended, and I don't think you even missed me. You told me you hated playboys and bitches. Why are you trying to be one? Am I a toy to you? For you to play around? If not, why are you treating me like one? Don't you think it hurts me? Don't you even care?

What do I say when there's nothing to be said

I love you Xiaoyan. How do I tell you that I need you? I've been looking and searching through dictionaries, everywhere. But no word seem to be able to describe how uberly in love I am with you and that I need you so much. If there was a word that could relate to that particular feeling, I could swear I'd use it everyday. Because not even 'I love you' can tell you how much I miss you right now. Its just so hard to believe that you'd actually give up. I know you wouldn't no matter what. But I just can't believe you don't love me anymore.

You're not happy.

Call me a liar, but you're too easy to read.

I can understand what you feel right now.

I understand that you're not happy.

I know when you're lying.

I know when you tell the truth.

I know you love me.

So why are you still avoiding me ?